forget

Forgive but I can't forget,
Every day I deal with this
I live with the side effects
But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me

long time ago,im scared of being cursed by peoples..ya i mean the harsh curse n words from the unknown people to me.but im no longer like that.because im happy with my life n im happy with what i have..great frenz around me,great surrounding,great rumet,great new meet friends during OC, great life i have!so taht i don care bout that nemore!but beware of my changes!i might be different if u ask so..because i might forgive you,but i won't forget it..n to sumone,don think tat u r gorgeous and beautiful so tat u can curse my frenz..please get a mirror darling!~

show at wedding!

yes..the day was fun..the diva wannabe was changing the dress during last minutes..hanjing kan??*matila kau gigih angkat iron board bagai..n all the frenz was waiting under the hot sun..sorry gang!hiksss..its unexpexted..the earlier dress wasn't nice okayh..look weird..luckily he only change the clothes not the make up style..hahahahaha~we went to wedding around 12++ last Saturday with huru hara thingy around like tertinggal hadiah pengantin kt EP..LOL?:P..n buat show free also embarassing moment for me..damn it!nvm..i gain more profit la kan..my fans bertambah**kimeks*also budak x malu ngecek rambutan kt rumah rozie..god!sape la yg punye idea nie..peristiwa rambutan yg dipetik hilang sebungkus sungguh kelakar..padan muka sapa suruh tayang2 depan rumah..hak hak hak n we also drop by at Pantai Pengkalan Balak wasting our time to eat rambutan dr rumah rozie n also doing photosh0ot... dun talk too much..juz see the photos ajerla...

diva posing by me n nodee!mampu kau azmiworld??tiba jaaaaa*

the reaction after finish the food..tuh dia..semua kenyang kekdahnya*

dgn pengantin uolsssss~mak bila lagi..tuh dia soalan cepumas*

different posing,different attitudes!

diva wannabe on the live show..hamik kau**paklan,kau mampukah wat live show mcm meks??larikssss*

faizun layan stim..motif dia stim uols??apakah pantai p.balak memberahikan beliau??hikss

faizun layan stim lagik..hadoi!:P..pose dr supermodel terkenal gittew*

*shat,nazay,faizun*

i hate paparazzi snapping my pictures..hahahaha*

rumet yg gemuk dgn close frenz yg amatla gedik..ampun tekssss*

diorg plak yg naik pelamin next year..opsss*

semua baru nk ceria la lepas makan,masa pg semua carut meks sbb diva sgt bersiap..hamik*

*penjolok buah rambutan yg sungguh tekun sbb die x reti gune menatang tuh!*

wyana kutip rambutan gune heels uols..korang x pitam???matila mak down jap die pakai heels smbil kutip rambutan..hak hak hak!

nie bakal kawen lagi 5 tahun!hak hak hak!(ateq n faizun)

*hoh??new scandals uols..siapakah ittew..kamera meks meneropong gittew**

*the 2 guys n 1 unknown..vavik kan??*

*wyana n shat,dua2 feeling cun ar nieeeeeeeee??*

sambal tempoyak sedaaaaaapppppppppp*

*tuh die!excited naaa nk makan!

*akak kah yg lead bcer doa lepas makan**tiba ja propah..btw sebelah akak yg baju merah adalah rozie,adik kpd pengantin lelaki!

i love you aaras

mid term test for communication network was fcking fun!yeah!full of fun..after 4 days of reading all those s*it about networking thingy n i swear i will kill myself to read those notes again!:(..its hard to memorize a lot of things including the diagramss...whatthetheck???..n todays exam memang best kerana soalan amatla susah n most of the answer was propahan from me...i juz answer it guna my otak punya jawapan without bersandarkan kepada facts!apa nk jadik jadikla..im tired of this subject..plus the lecturer seems not too serious in teaching..ala2 note lite2 sajok!tp expect jawapan yg gempak dr student...whatthefakkkkkkk??

omg2..i juz being emotional...seriously kinda frustrated with the questions and i should take MC for it..but nvm la..its over oredi..so lets pray for the best ajerlaaaaaa...

by the way,esok jika berkesempatan nk singgah pres square..jengah2 n amik pics tuk buat entry kt blog..gitew!*x hengen nk membeli sgt...buat perabes duet aku aje!

who is aaras by the way??he is my communication network lecturer n hes hot!gosh!im juz being bitch!*

thanks el

ya..again i change my play list on my blog..its new song by David Archu n i kinda love it..special thanks to eleena aka el for giving me n introduce me to this song n u rememeber me whenever u heard this song..tats so nice of you..me lebiu more!mwahxs!so guys n girls..enjoy la ye Crush by my David Archu..i dun carela people comments ckp his song like disney nye song la,budak2 sgtla..but i like it;)

me n eleena:)

CRUSH-David Archuleta

I hung up
The phone last night
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to kno

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Has it ever cross
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Aanother crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

geleb

today class berjalan dgn baik..late 6 minutes for random lecture n its normal for me..hahahha..n i also cabut kelas law td after duduk separuh drpd 2 jam becoz i cannot tahan mengantuk plus xde point duk situ pun..nnt study by myself ajerla..

i wonder whether i can take my test tomorrow or not..seriously i told you,its reading subject n u have to memorize many things..are they fucking kidding me by those notes???..i told u guys it is A LOT!..i feel like killing myself now since im not able to finish it al..n i feel like crying..thanks god im not crying yet..:P

today kt kelas law was fun when this one guy suddenly approach me and guess wat??he asks me whether im using cosmetics or not..i juz smile n to be more polite,i juz open the catalog yg die bagi tuh n pura2 selak..by the way,he sells AMway if not mistaken..so selak2 sahajalah..maklumlah..no more money to beli semua brg2 yg xde kepentingan ni kan..lagi pun i have lots lg kt umah..tuh dia**after selak2 n with smile i return it back to him without made any order sbb xde duet xde mood n x minatla sng ceritaaaa....

i prefer to smile to those people who curse me rather than make an angry expression or wat..ya..i will try to smile..because i believe,we do have different path in our journey n u will never know how i will be in my journey.so the more u curse me,the more u blessing me actually..thanks so much!.so lets back to work n good luck for exam...by the way.esok pagi ada lab n mlm plak ade test..whattheheck is gonna be happen..im dead!